Just reread this. wow. :) Still amazed that Ed was able to shut off his feelings like that. (Not as amazed as Roy was I'm sure! hehe!) I'm sure Al wouldn't have begrudged Ed one night of self indulgence but alas Ed is too devoted to Al to do that. Makes you wonder how Ed allows himself to enjoy the time he does spend with Roy doesn't it! :) More fic soon please! :D