FML. No, Really.

I go back to therapy tomorrow which honestly scares the shit out of me since I've been out of it so long. It was bad enough when I was going regularly; an hour a week of pathetic angsty whinging. Now I have to recap the epic fail that has been my life since I got out of the hospital months ago.

Meds still being adjusted, my concentration is completely fucked and I'm still depressed as all hell. I started the summer with two immediate relatives, and now only one is talking to me, although the blame for that sits squarely on both our shoulders. And it's probably for the best. My uncle is literally incapable of responding to frustration with anything but rage, and I don't need that right now. And he's better off not getting involved in my so-called-angsty-life as it stands right now.

My mother, on the other hand, is trying. But she has no clue. And she doesn't really want to have one, either. She'll sit there and tell me how dumb it was to go in the hospital in the first place. Despite the fact that if I hadn't gone, I very probably wouldn't be alive to type this pathetic, self-pitying bitchrant of a post.

To recap: FML.

OTP Meme to cheer up the masses ...

... Or mostly just to cheer ME up.
I saw an OTP meme on my f-list and thought I'd make my own. So here goes:

1. What was wour first OTP?
2. What is your latest OTP?
3. Which OTP/fandom has most severely EATEN your life thus far?
4. What OTP/fandom do you hate?
5. What is one thing that you'd really like to see in your OTP/fandom? What AU/Plotbunny/cracky thing would you love to see happen?
6. Pick an OTP and sell me on it.
7. Look at all your OTP's/fandoms. Do they have anything in common?
8. Have you ever gone from hating an OTP/fandom to 'shipping it? How?
9. Direct me to your OTP's most representative fanwork (fic/art/vid, etc.)
10. Name one thing you love and one thing you hate about your fellow fangirls/boys.

Answer one question or answer them all. Go to it!