Update and piccies

[akainagi]

So I've been about two weeks in residential eating disorder treatment and it is the wee hours of the morning on the day I probably (thanks to my s**t insurance) am getting the boot. To comemmorate this less than auspicious event:

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Me with my fluffy hair:

I met a razor and the razor won:

My beautiful semi-new tattoo:

P.S.: Please add me to your prayers and well wishes not only for my recovery, but so that at least one of the 50 or so resumes I've plastered all over cyberspace will get a hit. Because, to be frank, my job is a huge reason I have this disorder in the first place.

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Re: Thanks so much

[akainagi.livejournal.com]

Partly it is an intense fear of losing control, also an intense fear of putting on weight. I have been obese in the past and was verbally and emotionally abused in part because of it. That has left me with a paralyzing fear of gaining weight and an obsession with food and body image.